Journaling 1.2.11

The thing I wish people would understand about me is. . . that even though I may look fine, I'm not. My illness isn't visible, but it's still very real. The worst part is how very tired I am, virtually all the time. And it may never get better than this. Please understand that I'm trying, but many things are quite difficult for me to accomplish.

1.1.11

What a wonderful date! It is fun to write it.

I'm at work today, unfortunately. Hoping to leave early enough to have a date night with Chris; dinner at Casa Rojas Express followed by the movie Black Swan.

Ten Memories of 2010:
So many fun times with Rocky Horror; fabulous experience
Actually landing at the airport I've seen in so many videos, and later going to the beach right next to the airport (St Maarten)
Shelley, drunk, in bed, and singing
Tia, drunk more than once to my absolute shock!
Quiera and Alex showing up at our door early one morning
Cassidy saying "I love you" to me just about every day she was in our home
What happened at the beach in St Maarten that haunts all of us
Getting my snowflake necklace for Christmas
Quiera singing karaoke - she is amazing!
Quiera and Tia drinking the goldfish bowl margarita (wow, there's an alcohol theme going here, lol!)